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The Arsonist's Daughter

by Paul Snyder

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Match/Motive 04:34
Fall is fading in the city again and I’m a decade past where I wanna be Acerbic thought as an accelerant and words as bombs for levity Take me back into the city again and I can show you I ruled this town Build these tales into a small legend and I’ll show you where they shot him down Stop making the rules up as you go Start listening closer and you’ll know Little matchsticks take the monuments down and every day they’re making more Smile at windows that you’ve been inside where you know you felt the fire before Circle ‘round it cos it’s fading fast and the feeling’s never quite the same There’s a picture in the back of my mind but I can’t even remember the name Stop making the rules up as you go Start listening closer and you’ll know A small hole in my fishing net and every day it grows some more And my haul is slipping back to the sea and to everyone else on shore Winter’s harder in this city, but then everything is harder these days I have some friends who I’m sure wish me well but resign themselves as set in their ways Something’s building now deep inside me and I’m a moth going to the flame I got the match and the motive now but I can’t even remember the name Stop making the rules up as you go Start listening closer and you’ll know Stop making the rules up as you go Start listening closer and you’ll know 2021 Copyright Control
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I’m stood a million miles from somewhere Near where your pulses pushed the waves back to the sea I know some more will try to get there But I just can’t tell them where I don’t think you’ll be And I smiled slightly when I saw that They had posted all your secrets there for free ‘Cos I’d like to think that I could sit back As if one day they won’t be coming round for me And twenty years on, I’m still humming the song That stole some smiles and scorched some memory And when you think it’s gone, you hear them counting along As you number every wave sent back from sea I’m still having the dream … I’m sat a thousand miles from somewhere Scrolling past the past that keeps some truth from me I don’t know if you know how to get there Or if it’s just another point to disagree I must admit I might have pulled back To make some sense of the through line that I see But if Argentina mountains were all pressed flat I’d still find reasons I could doubt what I believe And twenty years on, I know the words to the song At least I tell myself that’s just how it should be Maybe we’re gone, but who’s to say that I’m wrong? You don’t know who pushed the waves into the sea. I’m still having the dream … Who am I to say that you’re not going away? We’ve all seen things that we shouldn’t have seen Who am I to ask if I could ever get past – It never ends with me turning to leave. I’m still having the dream … 2021 Copyright Control
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The pictures sell the lie It never seemed to be I gave her all my love She walked away from me I asked her ten times, “What could it be like? Could you come back and see?” She found a reason and the kind of man that I don’t know how to be Didn’t I protect? Didn’t I provide? Wasn’t I there on every second Sunday? Doesn’t it seem like love is getting too Love is getting too hard to take up? And then in your own time You just might learn to see The kind of man I was And how this came to be It’s getting warmer now – what will this be like? Shall we wait and see? I got a reason I did this and then that: I don’t know how to be Maybe you’ll forgive. Maybe you’ll forget. I still check the clock on every second Sunday Doesn’t it seem like love is getting too Love is getting too hard to take up? What gets you praying to the lord? (It doesn’t matter now.) 2021 Copyright Control
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Dream I can steer you back home tonight There's so much to tell you and all the days keep passing by I wish I could tell you, man but I don't know where I've been Idle in the ether Waiting for life to begin Don't let me fall too far tonight Tell me why you know I shouldn't be afraid to die I wish I could tell you, man but I don't know where I've been Idle in the ether Waiting for life to begin Don't let me talk too much tonight Just let me hear you til your fading back into the light I wish I could tell you, man but I don't know where I've been Idle in the ether Waiting for life to begin 2021 Copyright Control
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Have you walked the fields? I only ask ‘Cos I was out there last night and thought I saw you walk past I’ll hear your name sometimes – more than I would let on I still walk the fields and I will after I’m gone The devil came to me at quarter to midnight Said to pack my things and then to book my flight “All the love in the world is going up in flames” So what do you say? I saw the words on the ticker, did you see them too? I had no soul to lose, but I always had you Sometimes it’s just a handshake that brings you some more You’d be surprised what it can take to rattle a core The devil came to me and said that I shouldn’t fear And that Jesus would say so, but Jesus ain’t here “All the love in the world is going up in flames” We weren’t using it anyway I walked into the fire, you were not there I thought I’d bring you back from I don’t know where “All the love in the world is going up in flames” I got the message, OK? All the love in the world is going up in flames. 2021 Copyright Control
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Until rivers have broken your will to swim And 'til everything’s spoken and lights go dim This is just my token concession speech I don’t know how you ever got so far from reach Come and step inside – dance with me Come and sit beside me – fall in love with me And we can go back – right to beginnings of ends We can do it again Someone told you I’m joking – I’m sure of that If I could stop their cloak-and-dagger idle chat Nothing would be broken from there to here I don’t know why you ever shed so many tears 
Come and step inside – dance with me Come and sit beside me – fall in love with me And we can go back – right to beginnings of ends We can do it again Some days, all I want is to fall asleep. Someday you'll feel like me. 2021 Copyright Control
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Circuit 03:18
I feel the noose It's a little less loose They said it's on the news that now they're coming for You and I  are a complex design We bide our time and now they're coming for You don't even try to sell the lie Stay by my side We keep 'em coming for more. I can't stand the wait For traffic on the eights It's more than I can take that now they're coming for Me and you the sum of currents too You knew it's true and now they're coming for You don't even try to sell the lie Stay by my side We keep 'em coming for You don't even try to sell the lie Stay by my side We keep 'em coming for more. I'm a passive force an active source There's more to this than that, of course and now they're coming for You don't even try to sell the lie Stay by my side We keep 'em coming for more. We keep 'em coming for more. 2021 Copyright Control
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Comedown 06:41
I’m not looking to be the fool you once knew The one you gently put to bed who in his head said, “I love you” In this mirror ball light tonight, I’ll wise up I fall apart when you smile at me, but that’s all And love can’t save you from a fool like he But these broken dreams are falling asleep When every instinct in your bones says “Come down.” I want you. I’ve watched them drown in your evening gown, but I’m breathing They come around but they all spin out and I’m leaving Time slips slowly but you know me, and our time’s up I fall apart when you smile at me, but that’s all And love can’t save you from a fool like he But these broken dreams are falling asleep When every instinct in your bones says “Come down.” I want you. I don’t need you to say anything I’ve already imagined everything I know there’s more than just one thing So come down. I want you. Cos love can’t save you from a fool like he And these broken dreams are falling asleep When every instinct in your bones says “Come down.” 
 I love you. 2021 Copyright Control
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And when he dreamed that he saw you It was every breath that he couldn’t take And when he knew that it was you Then he wished he might never awake And shards of broken glass came shattering through the scene Open your eyes and you’ll never see what I mean And then he dreamed that he heard you As the sound of everything starts to fade And a song that we all once knew Was the only thing the orchestra played And all the broken notes just fell into harmony I could try to recreate it, but you’ll never hear what I mean And then he dreamed that he touched you And the mountains didn’t seem so tall Beneath your skin, the light within you Burned so bright that he saw it all And the bits of broken hope got washed back into the sea I could try to explain it, but you’ll never see what I mean 2021 Copyright Control

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released November 19, 2021

Performed and produced by Paul Snyder
With incalculable vocal assists from Mariateresa Snyder and Michael Lux
Mastered by Michael Lux

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