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Girlydust

by Paul Snyder

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1.
So long to the little, itty bitty pieces of lies We're leaving in the morning— I, for one, think it's time Let it go, Barbara Ella Fade away softly Tell me Tell me slowly And this city gets vibrant again without you Call up my last lenders, tell 'em I'm not sending the cash Tell 'em they know where to find me with the gasoline and a match Look away, Barbara Ella This never goes softly Tell me Tell me slowly And this city gets vibrant again without you She was speaking to me in a syncopated diatribe— talk about last night I felt the ground beneath me but I let it keep on crumbling 'cos of the light Sometimes it's a ventilator, sometimes it's a little more d'you put up a fight? I'll be smiling slowly as the soundbite settles softly I'm alright Tell me Tell me slowly And this city gets vibrant again And this city gets vibrant again And this city gets violent again without you.
2.
Come Around 03:24
Your heart's too big for a dresser drawer And maybe I'll break it like he did before You could just as easily break mine Burning down the future, losing the time The sun is sinking on another day I wanna color your night before it fades away I'll count the reasons you say what you say Come around ... The questions you want answered you never ask Answers you want questioned you don't take to task I wanna learn the different things you know Safety's only worth it if sometimes you let go And when you let go, you hit the ground below Maybe I'll pick you up, I don't know Maybe I'll catch you just when you let go Come around ... It's always empty on the cutting room floor I know you'll be there, guarding the door The seed's in the sky, the sun's in the ground I'll draw a world up for you for when When you come around
3.
It's just a case of missed clocks that kept me from you It's just another case of sad luck, but what can you do? And I can't say if you might ever think twice Maybe I miss you She's a method to my madness She's the fire they set the tires on She smiled sweetly one Tuesday evening An hour later, she was gone Now it's another nightmare coming through And maybe I miss you And if phones aren't ringing at 2 a.m. then what are telephones for? No one's forcing you to answer when I knock on your door Because I miss you It's still ticking on your wall I've got a hammer—I'll fix it all If I don't smash everything first I wrote the chorus, give me the verse And though you'll hardly ever say that you do Maybe I miss you And there's only lies because there's truths Like saying I missed you And a clock is a destructive tool And I miss you
4.
Wake up, wake up—the morning's coming on through And the kettles on the stove are whistling too They kinda sound like some impending doom But when you light a fire under, I get worried too So come on down to the bar late tonight There'll be a boy there waiting for some earthly delight Broken down, but claiming he's alright That's just somewhere we've all been before Wake up, wake up—it's the hardest thing to do when no one's bathed in sunrise laying next to you And if birds were pterodactyls, spiders were too I'd love to stop this war, but there's nothing I can do Broken fingers come from broken men who once had their broken homes broken in I broke a promise, I might do it again It's just somewhere we've all been before But maybe I don't wanna go no more But that's probably not my call, I'm sure Wake up, wake up—it's not like you have a choice They didn't make volume dials to keep down the noise And in the bar somewhere later tonight I'll say all this again like it was my first time
5.
Two Step 03:41
Two step—it's just a cataclysmic little happening this time Scratch that 'cos all I really need is just some peace for my mind One up and all I'll never know is what I've fallen into You're the damndest thing that I've seen but you don't know that, do you? This, that, everything and the other makes you fall back sometimes I'm flat out of good ideas but you could call me anytime Tell me all about every wonder that your eyes have seen Lately, I've caught myself thinking how good life could be Two things are broken in this town And we could fix them right now Two things dismantle my life gracefully Two step with me Two step—push and pull on the floor until I lock into you I've kept some thoughts in my pocket— I can't hold them, could you? I've slept in basements and in attics it don't matter really I've spent every dime to be here, would you two step with me?
6.
My Love 03:57
I want you to know how wonderful you are And I want you to know how severely you broke my heart If God makes little girls from cotton candy and drops of rain Well then my ice cream world is gonna melt just the same Turquoise is just a stone and a name for the color of the coral sea that drowned me again But I don't feel so bad I shut the window and opened a door I don't feel so bad anymore In this house of please, nothing's gonna tip you to her tell And God had you on your knees You sat back down for a little spell And I want you to know how it feels to lie down in the rain With nowhere that you can go and no heart for hurting cos you've only shame "My love" is just a term of endearment that I might not use 'til I'm facing retirement But I don't feel so bad I shut the window and opened a door I don't feel so bad anymore You can say what you want But you can't say what you mean Seahaven to Fiji And everything in between If I'm crazy, we'll let it be 'cos nothing of sense is gonna come from me But I don't feel so bad I shut the window and opened a door I don't feel so bad anymore
7.
So say so slowly so I know if it's the weather or the pull of the moon Well, how's it ever if you're always here I only think you've gone too soon? It's like a chemical that's gonna combust It's like a fire that can only grow It will destroy every one of us And still I wanna play it slow Didn't we fly off to a beautiful place? It's the way things get away when you fall in the sea Come up to the clouds on your face That's when she asked me. That's when she asked me. What a lovely little night of revelations bringing it all up again And being right is such a sensation I think I should wanna get back in Didn't we try for all the wonderful things? Making something out of nothing like a drop in the sea Call up the way that my heart sings whenever she asks me That's when she asked me. Isn't this love that we're feeling now as everything around us tumbles into the sea? Isn't this love that makes you stick around? That's what she asked me. That's what she asked me.
8.
Girlydust 04:22
I don't mind the rain when it falls upon my dirty mind It rinses all the cobwebs off Every once in awhile, it all just builds up in the blinds And all my natural lighting gets too soft Oooh, oooh, turn it up for me Oooh, oooh, turn it up for me 'Cos life's all too sweet, despite the vodka-soaked prescription It's only looking bleak And every night I tell myself it's not addiction Look, I'm strong enough to be weak So, oooh, turn it up for me. I don't find the time conducive to this heart of mine Too close 'tween eager and lonely Every once in awhile it all just floods my dirty mind And I can't tell 'tween one and only Oooh, oooh, turn it up for me Oooh, oooh, turn it up for me 'Cos it's all too neat, despite the mess you think I'm making I'm hardly feeling beat And every night I put another cassette tape in Look, they all just wind up in the street So, oooh, turn it up for me. Oooh, oooh, turn it up for me Oooh, oooh, turn it up for me Yeah And every night I tell myself it's not addiction Look, we'll all just wind up in the street So, oooh, turn it up for me. Oooh, turn it up for me. Oooh, turn it up for me.
9.
Anne, come dancing. Shake off the shackles of this dirty town Turn my heart into something you could show around And if this standstill ever finds a light of day again Drive to Des Plaines, but I'll be gone by half past ten It doesn't matter what you turn to say No words are ever gonna break my back Hope will only ever fall away Well, bring it back She's enough for me. My convictions are the caves in which I hide But your two eyes are the place I'd rather be inside It doesn't matter what you turn to say This chance is here and it's not coming back We'll think of things that could've been OK Well, bring it back She's enough for me. Anne? Come dancing. Leave your hangups hung up tonight Twelve more days and it'll never ever feel this right She's enough for me.
10.
Don't turn the sun around Find any way to keep the lights on You say you maybe wanna know when it's gone But you only know it's true She was standing on the end of Vine in the newest open space at the back of the line insisting it's just something that got in her eyes of California blue Maybe I've been hanging on to this broken ride a little too long We shot some chances, we'll go on—or try It's all that we can do Don't pull the moon down I need something to look up at when you're not around It's the only thing you'll see from downtown and I don't wanna spoil the view It's always when you think you got it made You'll remember the one time you should've stayed And all the ghosts color me the deepest shade of California blue We shot some chances We'll go on—or try That's all that we can do ...
11.
This old world, I can never stop it turning It's almost enough to be sure but I can never stop learning All the happenstances, I was adding them up And it always comes to something But it's never enough I thought I never might get through half of this stuff 'til there was you Let me spin this around Just once I'd like to show you what it's like downtown before the sun comes up when lights go down And everybody's always home but you But I'll still be standing at your station Hanging all my stars on some hope for elation And I'll stick around until you tell me to go Or every second person that you've ever known decides to cash their chips in and tell you so Oh, don't we all love you? I don't need a second chance or a third, fourth, fifth to get this back I don't wanna hear anymore until Not until ... She's gone back to dreaming

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released November 25, 2013

Produced by Michael Lux and Paul Snyder
All songs written by Paul Snyder, except "Two Step" by Paul Snyder and Michael Lux
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Recorded in Chicago, IL @ Taylor St. and 12G studios
Cover photograph by Maite Canto

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